TEST !!! COURSEWORK!!!

The journey which i thought had just began started with a lot of essays but now they are so much that i can't even close my eyes for a second. Writing this blog alone is a pressure for me . This week has not even been smiling at me . Ah!!!!!!!.. The pressure of test and coursework has been seriously killing me . Last Week was not even better . The pressure is seriously alarming. The most annoying and amazing thing is that the pressure is not only from school but my mum....omg.... she keeps calling me on skype like everyday. I know she loves me but am under pressure. If it is not coursework today , it is seminar tomorrow.  I just believe  it would soon be over because Christmas is approaching, can't wait to go home.

 The coursework is really taking at lot out of my time. I have deadlines. Never thought i signed up for this(the stress). Everybody is busy, no time to play. People from my country keep calling me saying i don't call. I just smile to myself thinking ...They are not in my shoes.  In my country, the essays are not even a 1000 words. The essay that they give me here in university of Essex sends a stone down my throat. The parties are tempting but i keep it at the back of my head that i have an essay to write. It is not something i can say i would do later. The funniest thing  is that as i am writing this, i have an essay to submit on Monday. I just give God the Glory because it is not the 2500 essay. I am still thinking  about how to start .....lol...

Talking to friends in class about the coursework we have and everybody has this odd look and  tired eyes. Guessing am not the only one that is under pressure. The only way to communicate in class  is just to smile because everyone is so down that nobody can say hi. The Old man saying "in every dark cloud, there is a silver lining" so i know there is more to come and am ready to face it. I strongly believe after all this essays and  tests ,there is a good reward which would be good grades .

^_^

 Temiloluwa Salako
xoxo